Weekly Devotion

Reset – Reset My Relationships

“So he got up and went to his father. “But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and was filled with compassion for him; he ran to his son, threw his arms around him and kissed him. “The son said to him, ‘Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. I am no longer worthy to be called your son.’”
‭‭Luke‬ ‭15:20-21‬ ‭NIV‬‬

The story of the “prodigal son,m” or lost son, is an often told story from the Bible and one of my favorites. It is usually told from a male perspective of a father and two sons and their relationship with each other. The younger brother leaves with his inheritance and squanders his resources with bad choices and immoral living. He is starving when his money runs out so he decides to return home.

The power in the story of the lost son lies in the unexpected ending. Those listening to Jesus tell this story knew full well the younger brother returning to his father deserved to be met with rejection and anger. The younger brother acted with the utmost disrespect for his father, essentially wishing him dead, only desiring what he could gain as an inheritance from him. And then on top of everything, he went off to waste all of his father’s wealth. It was bad enough to take someone’s money and wish them dead, but then spending it all on worthless things just added insult to injury.

Imagine standing in the crowd of listeners as Jesus explained that while the younger son was still a far way off, the father began running toward his son. They probably listened in horror, wondering how violent the father’s response would be. But then something very unexpected happened—the father wrapped his son in his arms and welcomed him home without question.

Like the son returning to his father, we aren’t required to clean ourselves up before returning home to God. We’re invited to believe Jesus’ death and resurrection on the cross already put us in good standing with God, regardless of our past mistakes. Take the advice the disciples received. Believe that because of what Jesus has done, God runs to welcome you home.  May we all learn from Jesus’ story to run to our Father and realize God welcomes us with open arms.

In Christ’s Love and Service,

Pastor Paul Marzahn

Reset – Reset My Direction

“‘But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes on you; and you will be my witnesses in Jerusalem, and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the ends of the earth.’ After he said this, he was taken up before their very eyes, and a cloud hid him from their sight.” ‭Acts‬ ‭1:8-9‬ ‭NIV‬‬

Hitting buttons is part of our modern day culture. When we want something to change we hit a button. So, you’re late for work at your office on the 10th floor and you jump into an open elevator, only to find that the doors aren’t closing fast enough. So, you jab at the “close door” button four or five times and, after a slight delay, the doors ease closed. Thus, leaving you satisfied you have moved this slow elevator on its path. Button pushing changes things – right?

Button pushing can help you navigate life and make a difference by letting you control things around you. Or at least you think it can control things around you. Sometimes those things you thought you were controlling, weren’t under your control at all. You may have heard of the “placebo effect” in medicine. It is where doctors in a study give a control group of patients useless sugar pills but tell them they are real medicine, and the patients’ brains convince them that the pills are the real deal. They begin to feel better and see improvement in their health not because of medicine but rather because of the psychological effect. Well, the truth is the placebo effect isn’t just for medicine anymore. Indeed, every day we’re encountering things that convince our brains we are controlling things.

That “close door” button in the elevator, for example, isn’t actually there for you to push. It only works when a key is inserted in the elevator panel by a firefighter or maintenance worker. Push it all you want, but the door will close when it’s programmed to do so every time. Ever since the Americans with Disabilities Act, the doors wait a little longer to close no matter what. Manufacturers could put a sign on the button saying something to that effect, but that’s a hassle. It’s easier to let the public believe they are the masters of elevator control.

Jesus knows it is easy for us to get distracted by control, anxiety, or even addictions. But instead Jesus tells His disciples and us “to receive our power from the Holy Spirit.” A reset life is not a one time occurrence. We can’t just push a button and hope everything changes the way we want. We’re called to focus our direction on God daily, making our relationship with the Spirit our highest goal. Then, and only then, a true “reset” can happen.

In Christ love and service,

Pastor Paul Marzahn

Reset – Hitting Reset

“Then the eleven disciples went to Galilee, to the mountain where Jesus had told them to go. When they saw him, they worshiped him; but some doubted. Then Jesus came to them and said, ‘All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.’”

Have you ever had to do a hard “reset” on your phone? I did recently and it went back to the beginning. If it wasn’t backed up it was gone. I had to start over. Three days after His death, Jesus did a reset in His ministry by coming back from the dead. He proved His authority and His divinity through His resurrection. He revealed Himself first to women at the tomb, and later to two men on the road to Emmaus. On that road He explained everything about the fulfillment of the Hebrew Scriptures. He explained, or rather re-explained, how God had spoken through Scripture from the very beginning about a Savior who would come and die the death we deserve to die, and then live so we could have life in Him. Jesus told them once you know this and understand it then everything else changes. That is why the men exclaimed their hearts were burning. Jesus had reset their faith lives.

After the road to Emmaus, Jesus headed to the Galilee region to meet with Peter and six other disciples. He once again pushes the reset button with Peter as He reconciles His relationship with him. Through His words and actions Peter is challenged to reset his life and ministry to go make disciples. In today’s passage Jesus continues to preach His message of making disciples. He challenges the eleven disciples to expand this ministry to all the nations and to teach them all they need to know.

The resurrected Jesus is calling you to follow Him just like His other disciples did. He loves you with incredible love, and He wants you to experience Him as your greatest treasure through all of life’s circumstances. From now until the end of time you’re invited to experience Jesus. May your faith be reset by Jesus, and may you go and share your faith with others.

In Christ’s love and service,

Pastor Paul Marzahn

Now What? – Reconciliation

“When they had finished eating, Jesus said to Simon Peter, “Simon son of John, do you love me more than these?” “Yes, Lord,” he said, “you know that I love you.” Jesus said, ‘Feed my lambs.’”  John‬ ‭21:15‬ ‭NIV‬‬

When Peter meets Jesus the first time, Peter is not yet called Peter. His actual name is Simon. And when they meet, Jesus does two highly unusual things. First, He shows Simon that He knows who he is before he even opens his mouth. “Andrew brought Simon to Jesus, who looked at him and said, ‘You are Simon son of John.’  (John 1:42) So Jesus knows Simon. Simon’s name preceded him, and at first glance, Simon was not much to look at. He was a nobody. He probably could not read. Standing in front of Jesus for the first time, Simon didn’t get a chance to define himself. It had already been done by the world. He was a fisherman. He was not a student of a Rabbi.

But then Jesus does something even more unusual. Jesus gives him an entirely new name! “You are Simon, son of John – but you will be called Cephas. Which translates into Petros or Peter or The Rock. Basically He gives him the nickname “Rocky.” Usually nicknames are given by someone who shares a special bond with you. Someone you have known for awhile. But Jesus did know Simon Peter. He knew his character. Jesus cuts right through any formality. I know you so well and love you so deeply that in my heart I want you to know what I think of you. You might be Simon son of John to the world and just some fisherman to them – but to me, you are Peter – The Rock – Johnson.
What a vision! Jesus immediately rejects whatever the culture thought of Simon, and instead projects onto him who he COULD BE. Incredibly, Jesus does the same thing to us. He sees us BOTH as we are and also as we could be. In His eyes, we are not less because of our histories and backgrounds. Rather, it becomes complete in our relationship with Him. That is why when Peter denied knowing Jesus, that Jesus reminded him they were still in relationship. “Peter, do you love me?” “You know that I love you.” Jesus forgave Peter and reconciled with him. Jesus reminded His friend “Rocky” they were still friends. Jesus also reminded Peter he had a calling to fulfill. “Feed My Sheep.” We all make mistakes and we all have a calling to fulfill. May we also reconcile with Jesus when we deny Him. May we all remember to live out our nickname and fulfill our calling like Peter.

In Christ’s love and service,

Pastor Paul Marzahn

Now What? – Encountering Jesus

“When he was at the table with them, he took bread, gave thanks, broke it and began to give it to them. Then their eyes were opened and they recognized him, and he disappeared from their sight. They asked each other, ‘Were not our hearts burning within us while he talked with us on the road and opened the Scriptures to us?’” Luke 24:30-32 NIV

Imagine for a moment you are with your favorite friends and family. You’ve traveled everywhere and done everything with them. They are the people you love and trust most in the world. Now imagine the darkest hour of your life and all of them simultaneously abandon you. What happens the next time you see these supposed “friends”? If you’re like me, you would share your frustration! I might even play scenarios of sweet revenge over and over again in my head until I could retaliate!

Now imagine you’re one of those abandoning, unreliable friends and the one you hung out to dry is none other than Jesus. Ouch! That anguishing tension is where Jesus’ so-called “friends” found themselves as rumors of His resurrection began to emerge. Each disciple was hopeful of seeing Jesus alive again, but also fearful. What would Jesus say? What would He do? Now What?

In Christ’s love and service,

Pastor Paul Marzahn

Now What? – What comes after Easter?

“The angel said to the women, ‘Do not be afraid, for I know that you are looking for Jesus, who was crucified. He is not here; he has risen, just as he said. Come and see the place where he lay.’” – Matthew‬ ‭28:5-6‬ ‭NIV‬‬

For Christians, Easter is not just one day, but rather a season of 50 days. That is what we call “Eastertide.” The CROSSROADS Great Room and Lobby will stay decorated in the Easter theme for 50 days. Easter season officially began at sunset on the eve of Easter and will end on May 20th with Pentecost, the day we celebrate the gift of the Holy Spirit and the birth of the Church (see Acts 2).

Easter season is more than an extended celebration of the resurrection of Jesus. In the early church, Lent was a season when persons who wished to become Christians were learning how to live the way of Jesus and preparing for baptism on Easter Sunday. The original purpose of the Easter season was to continue the formation of new Christians in the faith. This season gives us time to rejoice and experience what we mean when we say Christ is risen and we, as the church, are the body of the Risen Lord. It’s a season for focusing on the core doctrines and for preparing for the ministries the Holy Spirit has empowered us to undertake in Jesus’ name. Our “Now What” theme is a reminder that when we experience the resurrection it is appropriate to be asking what will be next in our faith journey.

In Christ’s love and service,

Pastor Paul Marzahn

Now What? – April Fools

“The fool says in his heart, ‘There is no God.’ They are corrupt, their deeds are vile; there is no one who does good.” – Psalm‬ ‭14:1‬ ‭NIV‬‬

Someone quoted this line to me and said this is why April Fool’s Day is actually National Atheists Day as well. This year National Atheists Day and Easter fall on the same day. In other words, only fools do not believe God is real.

Resurrection Day or Easter is proof God is real. Jesus not only died so our sins could be forgiven, but also was raised from the dead to demonstrate the gift of eternal life. The Apostle Paul reminded the early church, “By his power God raised the Lord from the dead, and he will raise us also.” (1 Corinthians‬ ‭6:14‬). Therefore, only a fool would deny the power of the resurrection. Only a fool would look at the evidence and conclude God is not real. Only a fool would refuse to accept the fact God’s kingdom is real on earth as it is in heaven.

If we are not foolish and accept God is real, then we have to ask the same question as the early believers – Now What? Believing Jesus rose from the dead changes everything. We know God’s love and are called to share His love with others. Come this Sunday to celebrate the Easter Story with the CROSSROADS Family.

In Christ’s love and service,

Pastor Paul Marzahn


This Palm Sunday we will continue to look at the last 24 hours of Jesus’s life. We reflected the first week on how He spent time with his disciples in the upper room and celebrated the Passover Seder. The second week we discussed how He went with the disciples to the Garden of Gethsemane to pray and later how Judas betrayed Jesus with a kiss. We also learned how He was condemned by the Jewish rulers, Herod and Pilate, and sentenced to death upon the cross. He was to be crucified, which is one of the most painful and shaming forms of death. While on the cross Jesus spoke the last seven phrases of His life, which are listed below. As you read these phrases, I invite you to reflect on how these words speak to you. What do you think they meant to those listening? What would be your last words to those closest to you?

John 19:27 – and to the disciple, “Here is your mother.” From that time on, this disciple took her into his home.

Luke 23:34 – Jesus said, “Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing.” And they divided up his clothes by casting lots.

Luke 23:43 – Jesus answered him, “Truly I tell you, today you will be with me in paradise.”

Matthew 27:46 – About three in the afternoon Jesus cried out in a loud voice, “Eli, Eli, lema sabachthani?” (which means, “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?”).

John 19:28 – Later, knowing that everything had now been finished, and so that Scripture would be fulfilled, Jesus said, “I am thirsty.”

Luke 23:46 – Jesus called out with a loud voice, “Father, into your hands I commit my spirit.” When he had said this, he breathed his last breath.

John 19:30 – When he had received the drink, Jesus said, “It is finished.” With that, he bowed his head and gave up his spirit.


“‘You have heard the blasphemy. What do you think?’ They all CONDEMNED him as worthy of death. Then some began to spit at him; they blindfolded him, struck him with their fists, and said, ‘Prophesy!’ And the guards took him and beat him.” – ‭‭Mark‬ ‭14:64-65‬ ‭NIV‬‬

We continue the journey with Jesus to the cross. In the First week we looked at Jesus as He spent the evening with His disciples celebrating the Passover Seder. The second week we witnessed the intensity of Jesus praying at the Garden of Gethsemane. Now we will reflect on Jesus’ final hours being tortured, put on trial and condemned. Jesus was taken from the garden by the guards of the Sanhedrin (the Jewish ruling council). He is found guilty of blasphemy by them and tortured. Since the Jews cannot kill Him legally, according to Roman law, they take Him to Pilate. Only the Roman governor could order a sentence of death be carried out. In matters of this kind, the death penalty was meted out by the Roman magistrate as sole representative of the imperial authority – the Imperium. Moreover, Pilate may not have been interested in a charge of blasphemy, seeing it as a Jewish matter and not something he cared to be involved in. So Jesus was charged with a different offence: high treason. This was something Pilate could not overlook. The Jewish leaders claimed Jesus wanted to overthrow the government. Pilate could not find a credible witness and did not want to sentence Jesus to death.

This story is incredibly brutal and tragic yet part of God’s plan for the redemption of humanity. When we understand the “why” behind His torture and death we understand He died for us. His blood was shed to establish the new covenant or promise of redemption.

My prayer for you is that the flogging and condemnation would speak to your heart. The Bible tells of a great true story of redemption and rescue. Everything points to the greatness of Jesus Christ and what He has done for us. I pray each day as you wake up, you think of Jesus first. I pray you would reflect on Jesus Christ and what He has done for you. May you be confident as His follower to do powerful things in His name. May you share the story of Christ’s sacrifice, and may you demonstrate His servant love to others.

In Christ,

Pastor Paul Marzahn

Garden Of Gethsemane

They went to a place called Gethsemane and Jesus said to his disciples, “Sit here while I pray.” – Mark 14:32

After the Passover Seder Jesus and His disciples left the upper room to walk to an Olive Garden outside the city gates. Jesus probably led the disciples east and then north on the road that ran along the Kidron Valley. On the right were tombs of priests, prophets, and ordinary people. The Kidron Valley is also referenced as the “Valley of Jehoshaphat” in Joel 3:12 and is referenced as the site of the Last Judgement. Joel prophesied “all nations” of the earth will one day be judged by the Messiah. Jesus may have thought of this as He walked through the valley that one day He would be returning here in final glory.

At the base of the Kidron Valley is a grove of Olive Trees called the Garden of Gethsemane. I have visited there twice with Pastor Deb and both times felt a strong presence of the Spirit. I can see why Jesus went to this place to pray. It was outside the city, quiet, and peaceful. There is a large stone outcropping in the garden and tradition holds this is where Jesus paused to pray. It was a blessing to kneel at the large rock and spend time in prayer there thinking about what it may have been like for Jesus to have knelt there. I also roamed among the olive trees where there is still an olive oil press where they squeezed the olives with a large stone. The word “Gethsemane” is the word for olive crushing used to extract the precious oil. I remember while there I reflected on how Jesus must have felt among the trees with those closest to Him. I imagined how frustrated He must have felt praying while His closest friends fell asleep next to Him. What I appreciate about this story in scripture is the human side of Jesus. We often celebrate Jesus and His miracles. We lift up His incredible parables and His teaching. But here we see a man facing His impending trial, torture, and eventual death. He is still the Messiah, but His statement in the garden reflects how I often feel, “The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak.”  When I face trials and temptations I struggle with being strong enough. I can relate to a Jesus in the garden facing this temptation. I understand how He could be dealing with the very real emotions of feeling all alone in His darkest hour. I don’t see Him as lacking faith. I see Him as a man of faith confronting his emotions. I am encouraged to see a God who is real. I love Jesus and even more His humanity at this moment.

As we read and reflect on Jesus’ time in the garden it ends with Judas arriving with the guards from the temple. Judas betrays Jesus with a kiss. He uses the kiss to signal to those arresting Him which man in the garden was Jesus. How sad it must have felt for Jesus to have a friend use an act of intimacy for betrayal. Have you ever been betrayed? Have you betrayed someone else? Join us this Sunday as we spend time in the garden together reflecting on Jesus with His disciples.

In Christ’s love and service,

Pastor Paul Marzahn